haiz ... just now have a tiff with my bf ... he say i suddenly lose my temper ... when did i lose my temper ? i didn't scold him anything ... he said he dun wan to care about me ... den i remain silent ... he never talk to me like this before de ... den after that he give me the irritated tone ... haiz ... den he said wa lao ... he knows i dun like ppl to say that ... and i always tell him stop using those language ... he did change ... although he some time still say it when he is playing games with his friends ... but i just kept quiet ... but now ? he is using it at me ! wat happen ? he is now playing games too ... everytime play games, he will get very aggitated ... it's just a game ... haiz ... i really dun know wat to say ... i told him after he finish playing den call me ... guess wat he say ? he: "ok lah ok lah ok lah ..." me : "bye bye" ... he: *hung up* ... who got problem ? is it me ? i really dun understand ... i dun want to quarrel ... he really hurts me ... not first time le ... if he is reading this, he will say i dun understand ... and i never will ... i dun understand wat ? if i dun understand den just tell me straight forward to make me understand ... i really felt lost and hurt ... i dun wan to talk about this any more ... i just wan to rest and just forget ... maybe i will feel better ...
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