♥ My Live ♥ 16.11.12 ______Here Comes MICKEY`!
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Sunday, December 28, 2008

tomolo start school le !!! no !!! i still wan holiday ... T.T ... i haven do finish studio ... dun know this time can pass anot ... i wonder wat happens if i fail again ... sianz ... now i always get headaches every now and then ... feel like knocking my head on the wall ... lol ... and my drawings are like ... lol ... the sketches are not nice at all ... dun know weather can pass anot ... grr... i so lousy at drawing ... mon go school got drawing ... dead ... lata start with 30 sec drawing ... so long no practice dun know will draw wat monster come out ... den still need to go see miss wendy ... den need print my portfolio ... dead ... where got so many time ? hope miss wendy give me more time to work on my studio project and my portfolio ... but today, at least i must do my prelimary sketches and my research, and concept thumbnails ... so that i can let her see them and choose a concept for me on tues ... alamake ... hw so many ... still have my hand drawing haven do ... and den they say have typo hw ... also dun know wat that is ... and i need to save up money ... after clearing up the debts, i wanna buy lts of stuff ... hehe ... that shall be my motivation ... wahahahahaha ...

♥My Dreams♥* 1:13 AM
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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

have you ever felt that you are alone ? bored ? it seems that no one really understands you ? well, i do ... and this is wat i feel now ... friends... yes ... i used to have them ... and be by their side when they needed some one to pour their troubles and share their woes... but where have they gone when i needed them ? it is though they just vanish into thin air ... of course, i didn't mean all of my friends are like that ... some did stay with me ... but that is like only 2 or maybe 3... but they are always busy with work or i just cannot contact them ... i dun know ... i am frustrated ... tired ... and i dun wish to do anything ... things just kept coming ... but i shall be strong ... i believe i could face it ... even if i am alone ... i will make it ... i promise myself that i would pull it through ... even though i am sad to realise that i in fact, do not have many friends ever since i entered poly ... they say that poly life is supposed to be the most enjoyable parcel of one's life ... perhaps it is true ... perharps not ... i think it is up to me to make it an enjoyable one, or to make it a most terrible one ... i must buck up ... i cannot be weak at this point of time ... i have studio project 1 and portfolio to do ... and they are in progress though it's slow ... no matter wat happens, i still have myself to depend on ... jia you ! jia you ! jia you ! i can do it =)

♥My Dreams♥* 7:45 AM
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