lol ... today we when school early ... lol ... den we supposed to do our final cut pro thingy ... den when we are searching for songs, we came across a song of D gray man ... ED 4 ... lol ... den i was like thinking ... it maybe works ... cause the rest of farah song are like no beat ... or i just cannot make out the beat ... lol ... den i go and search out the lyrics ... den farah was like so stressed out ... den she gave out on it ... den in the end we postpone the whole thing to tomolo and do ... so funny lor ... den today wake up so early ... tomolo need to wake up so early again ... during the holiday i also need wake up early ... sleep late ... now school starts like more no need sleep le ... sleep ... i want my slep ... lol ... eating my medicine really makes me very sleepy ... den i like trying my best to bw awake at colour theory class ... which i eventually gave up and told farah to call me ... den take a quick nap ... lol ... so scared that the teacher see me sia ... cause i never really do that homework of hers ... lol ... den some more still sleep i her class ... man ... i never do these before ... lol ... ah !!! i guess tomolo i got to wake up at 6.30 am again ... poly life is stress !!! lol ... for my course i mean ... i feel like knocking the people who told me the first year of poly is so relaxing ... ggrrrhhh !!! shouldn't even listen to them ...
see ya ... need some catching up to do with my sleep ... can't be dozing of in school again ... bye ~
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Sunday, June 29, 2008
another weekend passed ... lol ... times seems to fly ... i was talking with my friend yesterday ... she asked a random question on wat i was planning to be when i grew up ... i told her i dun know ... looking at all the poor result that i gotten, i figured that i need to do the best ... the best that i could to pull my results ... so that i would get pass this year ... she asked me if i would consider this course as my future ... i really haven thought of it carefully before ... why not ? if i can carve out a path and start my career on this industry ... why not ? but if i can't, i am going to study at ACCA ... be a accountant ... but of course, to get out from there, i need to put in my 100% focus on my study ... cause it is very very difficult ... remembered one of my sec school teacher commented that i could only find a rich man and be a rich tai tai ... because my result was like ... ya ... so ... here i am now ... proved him wrong ... and every one was suprised ... have you ever think of wat is your talent ? evry one have a talent ... i believe in that ... it's just that some discovered them and some didn't ... till the day they died, they didn't found it ... will i be able to find it ? wat is mine ? life's so short ... with just like a blink of eye, *ting* i am turning 17 ... thinking of the past, what have i acheived ? wat do i wan out of my life ? wat's my goal ? perhaps it's a mystery ... a mystery that could only be solved by me ... clueless ...
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Thursday, June 26, 2008
back at disgn class again ... just come in only recieve 2 F grade ... ah !!! ok ... my less is more more is less should get F because it just sux ... but my another 1 dun know why like tat lei ... i thought i was ok mah !!! ah !!! den need to see miss amy ... bet she will scream the hell out of me ... sure say my mounting not good ... but that's the best i can do with my sweaty hands ... if i do it any neater, i will leave marks on my work !!! haiz ... dun tell me i really need to retain for this course ... i dun wan ... hope can redo ... but lata must let her yell finish first ... den fing out wat is the problem with my work ... i stay up like so late to do then still get this kind of marks ... very sad lei ... haiz ... i dun wan retain !!! ah !!! the next assignment is skateboard graphics ... really need to score at this ... but really very difficult to ... unless i really have a cool design ... i think this week end no need play le lor ... so much hw le ... cannot go out also ... stressed !!! dun care already ... lata need stay back do visual audio stuff den can go home ... den go home sleep le den say ... dun care le ... some more falling sick with running nose and sore throat ... oh my tian !!!
kk ... got to go back do work le ... bye bye ... =)
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Friday, June 20, 2008
ah !!! really very tired and stressed from all that working and some more still need to worry about my assignments ... haven even touched any thing ... some more my mum still dun there nag and nag and nag ... non-stop de ... really enough le ... i already very tired, very stressed, very irritated she still wan to annoy me with all her nagging ! she dun let me go out ... ok fine ... den i ask my friend come over ... she can bring her hw and i can do mine ... den my mum down there kept saying later we will talk den never do any hw ... blah blah blah ... come on ! i am aready how old le ? not 3 years old kid ... why can't she under stand ? talk to her nicely she won't accept ... do it the harsh way she use violence ... ah ! some times just cannot tahan her ... true ... i am 17 this year ... not old enough to be counted as an adult ... but at lest i am old enough to set my own timing for sleep, my own timing to do my hw ... anyway, even if i tell her wat i going do she also dun understand ... fine with me if she dun understand ... i can explant till she undestand ... but i totally hate it if she act as if she understands when she don't ! she though she know every thing ... when she got it all wrong ! she though that the information that she got from all her auntie gang are all correct ! some time it is ... some times it is not !!! i really feel like disbanding her group of aunties and giving then one tight slap each !!! from pri school till now le !!! when can i get away from these ?!?!? any how just vent her anger on me ... i am not a punch bag ! really very pissed ... I WANT PEACE !!! DESPERATELY !!!
phew ... typing all my anger out sure helps =) lol ... back to sleep before SHE comes back and destory my PEACE !!!
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Sunday, June 15, 2008
wah... so long never blog le ... lol ... friday we when pulau ubin den cycle till every body here pain there pain ... but still ok lah ... at lest we have some fun =) den i thought sat i can rest ... den who knows they call me back to work ... ah !!! they over worked me !!! sat.sun,mon,tue,wed,thurs ... from morning till night !!! i am dead !!! ah !!! lol ... so stressed sia ... den they promise me next friday and sat let me have dun work to finish my homework ...sia la ... finish liao lor ...
my holiday finish le ... T.T ... but at lest still got money in the end ... hehe ... i work till i get cuts all over my hands sia ... cause we got to open the goods ... i also dun know where i get them from ... i think from the cartons bah ... lol ... den sat i got a light cut on my face ! ah ... disfigure le lah ! den yesterday get another even deeper 1 !!! ah ... no face see ppl le ... T.T ... very pain lei ... bath that time i am like shouting all the time ... lol ... my mum say i very careless ... hehe ... no choice mah ... got ppl even worse then me ... got even more cuts than me lor ... lol ... high paying job will have some risk de ... lol ... den i today still need go work le .. haiz ... so sian lor ... but today can go and eat sushi ... hehe ... sian ah !!! lol ... 2 day do hw can finish mah ? lol ... i dun think so lor ...
kk ... cannot tok le ... need go work le ... hope no more cuts ... hehe ... bye bye ~
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Saturday, June 7, 2008
just now i thought need to mail my codid work to the teacher by 8 pm ... lol ... den i do until like wat sia ... den i call farah den she say no need pass up if teacher never say you need ... lol ... do until like wat already ... but no matter wat i do it is not shocking enough sia ... sian ... need to think of other ideas ... ah ... finally holiday le !!! i could catch up my sleep le ... lol ... btw, i ask my mum if i could go to the pulau ubin outing then she say can ... well of course i sort of twisted the fact den she allow ... lol ... celever sia me ... wahahahahaha ... but the holiday like only 2 week still need go back school and do the assignment ... i remember the recycle bag thingy ...i am going to do it ... cause i think my design fundimental would get nice marks and my prevoius assignment get D ... so i surely need to go and do it ... any way it don't seem tough ... does it ? oh ya ... and i still have to take picture of the school ... the perpective thingy ... ah ... suddenly feel like still got lots and lots of hings for me to do ... sianz ... cannot rest well le ... by this week i have to do finish ... cause next week i will be working ... i thing i will be very busy cause sales coming up and will be very tiring de ... lol ... but for this two week ends, i will play !!! yeah ! lol ... very long never play le ... really missed it ... XD
that's all folks =) back to my games ans shows ... see ya =)
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Friday, June 6, 2008
hehe ... yesterday never sleep at all ... doing my home work for the whole nite lor ... lol ... den at least finsh the design fundimentals ... dot like siao ... this better give me good marks ... lol ... i sacrific my sleep because of it ... lol ... den my colour theory never bring the thumb nails, never do the 1 line work 3 shadings ... ah !!! den today 5 pm need to pass up ... den we got study till like 4 pm ... den i got to rush to the mrt station to meet my mum and go to the orchard road to fill in my form before HR department close ... den got to shop for the shirt for my dad as father's day present ... on my tian ... i am so tired can ... luckly, mama bring me go eat sushi ... that's better ... afther a hard day of stressful work, there is nothing better than having some good food and a good nite rest ... lol ... i feel very guilty sia ... always asking farah to help me with the homework ... haiz ... sorrie farah ... i know you already very stress le ... yet i made it worse ... sorrie ... den the codid teacher say my idea can work but she ask me how do i make it work ... lol ... that's means it's not working now ? lol ... dun know lei ... still figuring with the photoshop and trying to master the skill of using photoshop to make my life easier ... lol ...
kk ... i cannot tahan le ... need go sleep le ... very tired ... bye bye ... see ya ... soon ~ =)
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Wednesday, June 4, 2008
today went to farah house to do "project" ... actually we planned to do colour theory work de ... and the codid work using photo shop also ... but in the end i found out that farah house have wirelss internet but she dun know the password for it so she cannot share with me ... den that means i dun have internet ... cannot go do the codid liao ... cause cannot go and search pictures ... den bernard ans farah kept on tickling one another ... from my point of view they are like couple sia ... lol ... bernard ! you got gf le !!! dun always with farah touch here touch there can ? if your jia jia see den i see how you die ... lol ... den i go and sit on farah spoilt chair ... it's a bit wobbly ... den i though still can sit den i sleep until half way den the whole chair collapse !!! den i was holding on to the back of the chair for dear life ... lol ... den farah and bernard face very funny ... they totally shocked ... lol ... den after that i think i hurt my leg ... cause the skin peel off le ... when i bath very pain ... feel like screaming ... lol ... really very pain lor ... lol ... farah and bernard still can laugh at me sia ... lol ... den 7 plus den reach home ... i told my mum 6 pm reach home ... den i reach home try to go in without being notice but still fail ... but my mum did say much sia ... lol ... a bit weird ... i was perparing to hear an ear full of scoldings lei !!! so surprised ... lol ...
kk ... cannot blog le ... need go sleep le ...tomolo early wake up ... cannot late for drawings le ... bb
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Sunday, June 1, 2008
hehe ... just now go and colour my hair purpule using the temporary hair spray ... lol ... like very fun like that lol ... den the outcome is like ... erm ... i dun know wheather it is nice on me or not ... but i quite like the colour lor ... lol ... farah say she word less ... lol ... hehe ... den today i spot the murder fish of my sis ... my sis fish suddenly died one by one ... at first i dun know why ... but now i know ... one by one die till today left 2 ... den i saw the killer fish chasing the another fish ... den my maid say they are playing with one another ... cannot be ... the fish like swimming so fast like running for dear life like tat ... den got once almost jumped out of the tank ... but den both my sis and my maid say that the fishes are just playing so i dun care lor ... after few hours the victim died ... now den spot the killer fish sia ... feel like killing the killer fish ... kill every fish in the tank now left only him ... like tat happy ah ? no friend liao also happy ah ? won't lonely ? would guilty de ? one by one die le ... own self at there for wat ? no point also ... hate that killer fish ... so cruel ... dun know how many fish had died because of the killer fish le ... dun know my sis still keep it for wat sia ... bad fish must throw away ... lol ... so angry with the too-pid fish ...
lol ... kk ... late le ... got to sleep le ... tomolo still got to reach school at 8 am ...
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