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Friday, July 31, 2009

i am sick.
yes.
i am very very very sick.
having severe cough, fever, sore throat, running nose and body-ach is no joke.
it feels like my bones are gonna break anytime soon
oh ... and not to mention that i have to take like 12 tablets and 6 5ml of cough syrup per day
ppl say if you eat too much medi you gonna get more risk of having poor memory
jialat ...
my memory already majiam goldfish
if degraded den like wat siol ?
*desperately eating more fish to have better memory...*
oh ... wait a minute... maybe tuna brain works better !
LOL
today i feel better ... alot better
fever gone down ...
tat's why suddenly become so crappy...
LOL ...
everyone in my class is sick now ...
most of them
so my class is being closed till next thursday
good news and bad news
bad news: gonna miss revision lecture where teacher will give hints
and especially so for ppl who had been saying gonna retake module, fail etc(example:yiling)
chill girl ... you are a smart kid =)
good new: get to sleep/rest and get well soon ...
tat's all for the day folks ! gonna sleep ... man i feel drowsy ... Zzz








love you to bits and pieces
really appreciate tat you took the effort to come and meet me =)
happy*

♥My Dreams♥* 5:31 AM
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Tuesday, July 28, 2009

i am suppose to be asleep by now
but i decide to be naught once in awhile >.<
just realize tat i had not blog for very very very long time ...
so just popping by for a short while
i am very very tired...
there is lots of presentation and all project are due in a week
and i dun like sharepoint
so troublesome and we have to make a personal web page
it is fun if you know how to do
but it is very time consumming
and IT idiots like me have totally no hope in doing it
Farah i hope you were right beside me and helping me like you always did when we were in design class >.<
seriously, and all this trouble for only just 10 marks
oh man ... totally sian-ed ...
everyone was so stressed this week

and that's about it ... will talk more after presentation ends ... see you !






i just love the way you work
love to look at you quietly as you work
but i dun like it when you are stress
you look like you are gonna kill/eat me
anytime any moment
if i were to make a sound >.<

♥My Dreams♥* 10:21 AM
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Friday, July 24, 2009

tired tired tired ...
today xiiaodor woke up late and went school late ...
so xiiaodor took a taxi as usual
and den when she is waiting for the taxi,
arkbah spotted her and he requested to share the cab with her
so when xiiaodor reached the school
and she was like running in heels
so tat she would not be late to tap her admin card
and caleb's admin card ...
(btw, her bf is not with her today as he was busy working the night before
and xiiaodor wanted him to rest at home...)
xiiaodor successfully tapped the card at 10.17 ...
"lucky girl !" xiiaodor thought to herself...
today lesson was quite interesting for xiiaodor,
as the lectural was sharing interesting stories about the economic...
xiiaodor had a fun time laughing...
straight after the lecture,
xiiaodor gave herself 1 hour to eat and by 12.30,
she started on her econs project with only zulaiha and sab ...
after which saw yang came for about 2 hours and left...
followed by zulaiha at 7pm ...
xiiaodor realise that when people are stressed up,
they tend to do alot of thinks tat are out of the ordinary...
saw yang was singing songs and walking on table tops...
sab kept falling asleep...
guess she must be really tired...
zulaiha feel like screamming out loud and dancing ...
she sang the dancing queen out loud ...
and xiiaodor kept supporting her head and giving the dazed look ...
after which she gradually gave the zombie look ...
after 8 hours of doing the project,
xiiaodor's brain juice is all maxed out !
tat's it !
she can't take it anymore!
so that's the end of the project meeting...
so xiiaodor now is left with report ...
after the meeting,
xiiaodor when to eat dinner at the school mac with her bf ...
tat is when her bf suddenly surprised her with a gift!
guess wat is the gift ?



it's a red rose !
it was so pretty !
xiiaodor love it very much...
it is the first time xiiaodor receive a rose which is beautifully wrapped...






xiiaodor also missed yiling cute dog-kiki


cute rite ?
xiiaodor just LOVE animals =)




thank you darling for giving me such a lovely surprise ...
LOVE YOU LOTS <3>

♥My Dreams♥* 9:04 AM
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Sunday, July 19, 2009

today woke up straight away when to yiling house to study afa
but the outcome
is
i still dun understand
so i short,
GLHF
to my afa test tomolo
LOL
but den i did have fun playing with yiling's dog kiki
got some photos
but i am too lazy to upload
so yeah
and 1st time i really have the chance to walk a dog
never try before
fun sia
but if every day need like tat do sure very boring de
got to run after the dog
~
after tat when to watch harry potter
(WARNING: spoiler coming up...)
dumbeldor die
even though i went to the movie knowing that dumbeldor will die
but i still feel sad
i love that seem so hug-able grandpa
why die sia
sads
harry potter isn't cute anymore
ron isn't getting any better
but
Hermione was pretty
jennywas pretty too
but i prefer Hermione
~
today was the 19th
was quite sian
cause for the whole day dar couldn't contact me much
during the day he have church
den after the church thing
hp no batt
and den after that i got to watch movie
and he is busy making the phone stuff
den now i reach home and as i am typing this blog i am waiting for his reply
and so the day passed like tat
yesterday afternoon didn't manage to talk to him much too
cause he is attending li sze bday celebration
oh well,
i guess stuff like that happens too
i think i better get use to it soon
~~

Addicted To You

Why can't I stop
Stop thinking of you
I try to fill my day
With lots of things to do

But I continue to drift
Wondering where you are
Do you have any idea
That on my heart you've left a scar

You have priorities
Places you have to be
I'm just so very sad
There's no place for me

I fell in love with you
The keeper of my heart
It's just very hard for me
Since we've been apart

I think you're amazing
A very wonderful man
You pulled me in your web
I became your greatest fan

Just thinking of you
Makes my heart race
There's no one like you
Who brings a glow to my face

Did you ever stop to see
That each time we were together
I would melt within your eyes
A feeling I'll always treasure

When I stop to think
All that we've been through
I can't help but realize
I'm addicted to you.

-Romantic Lover

♥My Dreams♥* 8:31 AM
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Saturday, July 18, 2009

ahhhh ... very tired ...
i just finish making an attempt to study some accounts stuff
but i am still very loss about it ...
like totally cannot anderstand and there is so many things to remember sia
and there is a test on monday
OMG
xiiaodor is so gonna be dead
so tomolo going to yiling's house to study
i so wan to see her dog kiki
hope tomolo i will manage to study
and no playing with her dog the whole time
LOL
~
nowadays my laptop so lag
dun know wat happen sia
as i am now typing this blog, the letters will come out 1 sec after i type
not like usual
it will come out striaght away as i type
maybe because my dad downloaded the 3 software
for watching his tai ji stuff
he also downloaded it on my brother's desktop
den my bro also complain that the things make it laggy
so might be it bah
LOL
i guess i really need a re format of this lappy
but den need hard disk
i dun have sia
Zzz
so laggy
cannot play waka waka
always lose and den you also cannot see where you are going
just keep stucked to one side
only can guess where the monsters are at
den use 6th sense to run away
LOL
~
(sorrie ... this post a bit long cause xiiaodor is bored and is in the mood of typing)
dar is now together with his friends celebrating li sze's birthday
sure have lots of fun de
too bad i can't go
i wanna play too T.T
but den no money sia ...
dun feel like going to shopping and stuff without cash with me
~
tomolo daddy is gonna bring us all to watch harry potter
woo~
happy*
whole family go watch movie
wahahahahahah
but hope this time no need to explain things to my parents
LOL
they always watch finish le ask me explain everything
cause they dun really understand the storyline
they only go there watch effects nia
LOL
if not, they will totally assume things and get the story all messed up
den me and my sis will be telling them the whole story line again
and den the rest of us will start debating on which of us is correct
~
and oh
my resturant city just leveled
23 le!!!
yay
happy sia
now it will soon be dar turn
hehe
catching up soon le
~




darling darling darling
i am missing you already
thank you for the box you gave me
i love it =)
although you lied to me that your bro need it for some art thing
and i really believed you
Zzz
but since you made it so well and it looks kinda cute
so i have decided to forgive you =)
hehe

♥My Dreams♥* 4:43 AM
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Monday, July 13, 2009

xiiador is having monday blues
monday is a tiring day
after school stay back to study but didn't manage to study much
was so tired that i could doze off any where
can't set my mind into study mood
and attempting to study at home is no good
my mum will pop in every now and den
bring food, water, fruits, scolding either my bro or sis
or simply just on tele and watch korea drama
and not forgetting my bed is just behind me
there is just so much distraction
and den she just now scolded me for coming home late
~
i was in school studying
and wat is wrong with that?
you can't teach me the things i dun know
i dun have a tutor
i dun even have a elder sibling tat can teach me stuff
on the contrary, i have to help out with my siblings stuff
i even thought that i could bring my friends home to study
but you are always spying on us
making us so uncomfortable
and you can smile smile in front of them but when they are gone
you make a 180 degree turn
i have always remain more of the daddy's, mummy's girl
(even thought i still quarrel with them occasionally)
but that doesn't mean that i dun mind
the early curfews
the surrendering of hand phone at nite
the cannot close bedroom door except when changing rule
and that is just one of the few "rules"
you said it was for my own good
as the saying goes,
one man medicine is another man's venom
how do you know it is good for me when you didn't even know my opinion on it ?
i dun deny that it work sometimes
but that doesn't mean it works everytime
i am already deprive of many things
it is only recently that i started to go to places
further than compass point, hougang mall and heartland mall
and i had to go secretly
and i haven been to zoo and bird park without parents before
(except school trips)
never seen sun rise nor sun set
never get to see stars with my friends
(except last year pulau ubin camp)
never really know the transport system cause i seldom go out with friends
~
mama
you need to understand
that a bird in a cage would never fly far
and neither would it strive in the wild
mama
you need to see
that beautiful flowers bloom best in the harshest weather
and mama
i just want you to know
i love you
~





Be Mine

I'm delicately handing my heart to you,
In your caressing hands to forever keep.
I'm giving you the chance of destroying me,
And I know I'm in your love too deep.

I'm giving my entire self to you,
All of my mind, body, and soul.
Handing over to you my everything,
In hopes, you'll be the one to keep me whole.

I'm depending on your gentle and sweet love,
To get me through the tragic world each day.
I'm praying to God you'll always be here by my side,
And that's where you'll always be to stay.

Putting you over everyone else including myself,
You automatically go to the front of my line.
Which is why I'm delicately handing you my heart,
In hopes, you'll always and eternally, completely be mine.

-Face The W0rld

♥My Dreams♥* 7:58 AM
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Saturday, July 11, 2009

friday after school went to study stats
with dar, yiling and andy
manage only to study topic A only
must buck up le
after that went to new york new york to eat
(thanks darling for the treat - will buy you something soon)
we ate the seafood plater for 2 at about $37
exp sia ... and the waitress put the onion rings on our table
it is not our order but we ate it without knowing it...
in the end got to pay for tat as well
~
yesterday when to watch I Love You Man
very funny
but it is kinda the guy show type
so i didn't understand some of the things they said
so when everyone was laughing
i was giving the blur face like "why is it funny" face
LOL
and dar said i was stressed
LOL
den after the movie we went shopping for abit
the ion big big shoping centre is open
then they give out free helium balloon
me, the girl with peter pan syndrome wanted one
so darling went to get 1 for me
(touched*)
i can't believe he did tat
LOL
den when we went home
mama invited caleb to eat penang laksa at my house
so we went up together
den my sis and bro's tutor wat there
he say us eating and asked if he could eat too
(he just rushed from school without eating dinner)
there is only 1 bowl of laksa there
so i made that for him
my bro, being a glutton pig
cried in front of 6 tuition mates and the teacher
OMG
i can't believe tat
and my sis said "if you can't believe tat, wat do you think of the person sitting beside him ?"
namely, my sis
tears for a bowl of laksa?
wow...
i really dun know wat to say
and my grandmother was sheltering him
this time, my mum also think it is unacceptable
because it make her embarrass
so i ask her to have a talk with him
she did
but i am not sure how she did it though
hope it was a serious talk
~
today is sun, a boring day
except for the fact that i will be having dinner today with my family
hmmm
maybe bugging my dad to bring us to the korean BBQ
LOL
playing the sim 3
wanna aim for the dream home
~



i miss you <3

♥My Dreams♥* 8:24 PM
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Wednesday, July 8, 2009

yesterday did my speech on 7 wonders of the world
very scared
plus i got stage fright
(lucky i manage to overcome it by getting a lot of chances to get on stage)
but this time is alone T.T
shivers*
but anyway it is over =)
~
today, got my POM
everyone get high high
i get 17/30
Zzz
but den i already know i did badly le ...
and was planning for the worse
den i know i pass
LOL
happy yet sad
LOL
~
den got dental appointment
i was so scared that i had to extract my wisdom teeth
1 came out, another is still in the process of breaking out of my gums
and another is going to come out
and den i when to the dentist
she was like looking at my wisdom teeth so seriously
and made me so nervous
i almost thought that she would ask me to go for wisdom teeth extraction
(got flash backs of the time that i when to extract my 4 teeth before i put braces)
OMG
but luckily,
she say no need
wahahahahahah
go back to school to accompany dar
hope i wasn't a distraction
i was supper high that time
laughing at every random thing that i see
~
after that when to AMK to eat
we ate Tepa-yaki
and it was the first time that dar tried it
LOL
and throughout the dinner,
we were like busy looking at the chef cooking instead of eating
LOL
and i notice tat the chef like to cook a lot of the vegetables
and then in the end he just give us the vegetable like it was free
haha
den we see the rest of the ppl's plate have heaps of vegetables
and then there is this guy who order 2 portions of vegetables
i was like staring at the mountain of vege
i think the amount of vege can stuff a cow to death
LOL
dar notice that the chef have the cut vegetable face when he cuts vege
LOL
he derive joy from cutting vege
maybe that explains why he serve large portion of vege
haha
we were like laughing at everything
at the indian lady at bubble tea store
(strawberrystrawberrystrawberry and mangomangomango)
wahahahahah
so bad
BUT
i like
>.<







with a boat,
i sail my love to you
on our river of emotions

♥My Dreams♥* 5:22 AM
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Friday, July 3, 2009

went to dar house today
initally meet at 8 am de ...
in the end reach there at 10.30am
these few days dun know why like cannot wake up on time
alarm clock ring loud loud also no use
i think i am really very tired bah
and my panda eyes is coming back to hunt me again !!!
arghhhh!!!
~
after that went to interview my dad
because of some misunderstanding between ahmad and me, we cause the whole group to wait for 2 hours...
(sorrie ppl T.T)
during the interview, my dad was very nervous
and we got to kept NG
and den he make many stunts
like interview half way forgot wat he gonna say,
den half way phone ring ...
haha
but wat to do ?
like father like daughter ...
so i guess it is all in our genes ! =)
my father's english not very good
but he still make the effort and try to pronounce it as accurately as possible
(usually the way he speaks in english is way worse off den today)
thanks daddy
no matter how others think, you are still the best daddy to me =)
~
den went to eat chomp chomp with chu qiao, sam, dar ...
and my dad drive us there
and den since he haven eat dinner,
he came and join us
it was quite weird actually,
to have a grown-up supervising us
at least this is how i feel
(xiiaodor is not really comfortable with grown-ups... and that applies to her parents as well)
but den come to think of it,
i think my dad is the one who feels the weirdest
and den he is trying his best to find a common topic with us
(effort appreciated ...)
LOL
den sam started to learn how to eat chut-chut
(some kinda shell fish)
den he is trying very hard to suck it out
LOL
and the way he do it was so funny
even my daddy was laughing
i didn't ate much of it because it was so spicy
but i did for the rest of the food though XD
and the usual big glass of sugar cane?
uh-huh, you bet...
i drank more den 1 big glass of it =)
got my best friend and her bf, my darling, my daddy, food
wahahahaha~
xiiaodor's mini heaven =)
(except for the heat... Zzz... dar was sweating throughout)
~





i know the the future
is something tat we cannot foresee
but even so
i still wan to believe in my own little fantasy
of me and you
with a happy ending ...

♥My Dreams♥* 8:55 AM
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Thursday, July 2, 2009

yesterday watched ice age 3, dawn of the dinorsaurs
very funny
and again, i was very excited when i see the dinorsaurs
LOL
and today den i know the transformers is not scarry at all
i only know megan fox is very beautiful
~
went to dar house to do work but end up slacking
haha
den initally wanted to go orchard with dar and andy
but it is already 4pm and at 5pm i got econs interview at 5pm
~
went to my aunt place
proceed the interview
it was quite fun
very enjoyable
after the interview we do wat we girls always do
cam-whore !!!
and surprisingly, my aunt cam-whore with us as well
den my cousin came out den i make him help us take photos
LOL
we cam-wore all the way to the lift
having fun ...
after tat when home den dar brought my lappy for me
(thanks dar for helping me take my lappy =) if not i will be santa girl with her barang barang XD)
~



with every breath i take,
i love you more than you could ever imagine

♥My Dreams♥* 9:15 AM
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