hi peeps ! it has been a long time since i last updated my blog ... LOL ... so now, i am having my holidays ... working as ben and jerry promoter ... hmm ... okok lor the job ... got nice ice cream to eat ... but just tat i, having the loudest voice of them all, got to shout the promotion out ... LOL ... but it is only on weekends thou ... and i thought i could like get some rest, slack at home during weekdays ... but my mum keep asking me to do this do that ... man ... i would rather go out work if this is the case ... andway, i also dun really like the idea of staying at home in the first place ... so now here i am, looking for weekdays job ... so those of you who have any job offer pls call me or just leave me a message ... cause xiiaodor ihere is trying her very best to find excuses to get out of her home ... btw, iam playing maple currently ... any one care to join may do so =) this time it is so easy to level ...
yesterday when to ikea together with dar and his friends ... LOL ... when there just for a lunch den go off le ... after that went to shop around at ikea ... saw alot of very nice furniture ... so amazed by them ... can't wait to have my own little cozy home >.<
i love you <3
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Thursday, August 13, 2009
WARNING-THIS POST IS JUST FOR XIIAODOR TO RELEASE HER STRESS/BORDOM/ANGER/DISAPOINTMENT ETC.
you might wanna skip this post as you might not know wat i am talking at all thanks =)
my sharepoint project is SO GG now... really feel very sian because of that... before presentation we dun even have time to rehearse and we just go and present it on the spot... did all research, summerize, put in the product, edit dwt, woke up early in the morning and meet up painstakingly, and end up the whole thing didn't work out well ... our form, dun even have a submit button... and when teacher ask if we got any additional software that we use or learn, we got nothing... no thumb nails, no music... even the video can't work... totally sian... and even after the presentation, ray said that we shouldn't listen to caleb and that i should do the form myself... i wasn't very happy upon hearing that... i mean, who go and buy the ribbon? i asked yan hong go she also dun know wat... den wat you wan me to do? but i didn't do anything cause i know everyone was really very sian because of the project thing... but hey, look on the bright side, there would be no more projects for this semester... was very tired today, after waking up at 5 am... so i slept during the whole journey home... sorrie darling... i cannot tahan le ... sorrie to make you feel so bored on the way home today... and thank you for accompaning me after i reach home... love you lots =) i stay up too many late nights and all those nagging from my mum and not forgetting my popo ... i got double of the nagging and scolding intake that i use to endure... these really stress me out ... and exam approching den still got alot of things to study... haiz... just now when to relax a bit by watching 命中注定我爱你... got quite alot of sad scene... cried quite a lot (as most of you know, xiiaodor is the typical kind of girl who cry in front of korea dramas and even normal show as long as there is sad or touching scenes...) so kinda distressed... feeling better now...
darling, you were asking if you made me feel insecured
seriously i dun know how to answer
cause i dun really know wat is the feeling of insecure
i tend to get jealous very easily
so simply things such as talking to a girl, laughing and having fun would trigger the jealousy in me
and that i seek a lot of attention from you
i am still trying my very best to keep them under control
might be better now bah
actually i also not very sure
LOL
i know you are aware of these and that you did try and make an effort to accommodate me in these areas
i just wan you to know that i got notice all the little things tat you do and i really appreciate it =)
just now when you call me i was worried for you cause i cannot get to you after so long and was feeling quite down because of the above reasons
sorrie darling for the sian tone just now T.T
love you lots =)
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Wednesday, August 12, 2009
sianz... project really tire me out ... i am exhasted from all those projects... chiong ... it is really quite a waste of time and things are just so difficult to be done... not to mention all those datelines... design school was stressful... and i thought no place could be worse... but business school isn't any where better... oh well, i guess the grass is always greener on the other side... today is quite a bad day for both darling and me... darling lost his thumbdrive and was feeling sian... and eventually got angry and punched the wall... whereas i got totally stressed out by the project and got to rush down to AMK to buy the props needed for tomolo's presentation at 9am... and till now it is still no where near finishing... and den i got to rush farah to do the membership card for me because my adobe software decided to turn its back on me... i got to find the original cd and reinstall it... i can't find it anywhere so basically it's GG for my adobe program... really sorrie farah ! and thank you very very much for your help! tomolo i gonna meet sab in school at 6 am ! which means tat i gonna wake up at 5 am! and i seriously dun think i will be able to make it on time... but if i dun, the project will die... so die die must go ... hope nothing cog up tomolo and i will be able to get a taxi tomolo! got to go sleep ... even though just 3 hours but it is better than nothing ... so i shall end here ! goodnite everyone !
darling dun feel sian already
you got to take care of your hand
dun injured yourself just to release anger
it is precious to both you and me
love you <3
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