just now i take back my design fund assignment and now i got 2 F ... cannot redo le ... but if my last assignment get a B or best still a A, i think i will be able to pull through ... i really hope i can pull through ... although if really need to stay back, i dun mind ... i will take it as a practice because i am lousy... the only factor now is my parents ... wat will they say ? should i listen to them and change in to bussiness course where by i got no interest but i can get help with just a touch of a button... or continue in this course where by i get very limited help ... i know my friends like naz, farah, liwen, did try to help out... but ... i still like tat ... dun know how use photoshop ... some times ask farah until farah really feel like whacking me with the wacom le ... spended so much money on mounting my work and remounting my works until my parents wan to strangle me le ... stay up late at nite without sleeping until my body is going to sue me for abusing le ... but ... i wan stay this course ... even though i get really stressed up, i really feel useless, i really hate myself for it... i still feel the urge of going on ... but my parents ... they are the ones that i really need to consider ... if i tell them i wan continue, yet i keep on retaining ... how ? if i listen to them, i will get stucked into a muddy pool of books tat i dun have the interest in ... they say that only if you have the interest in the things that you do, you will be able to make it ... but if i choose bussiness, i also sure i can make it because there is help for me if i get stuck ... i will be able to get as much help as i need ... but in here ... how ? really stressed ...
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