have you ever felt that you are alone ? bored ? it seems that no one really understands you ? well, i do ... and this is wat i feel now ... friends... yes ... i used to have them ... and be by their side when they needed some one to pour their troubles and share their woes... but where have they gone when i needed them ? it is though they just vanish into thin air ... of course, i didn't mean all of my friends are like that ... some did stay with me ... but that is like only 2 or maybe 3... but they are always busy with work or i just cannot contact them ... i dun know ... i am frustrated ... tired ... and i dun wish to do anything ... things just kept coming ... but i shall be strong ... i believe i could face it ... even if i am alone ... i will make it ... i promise myself that i would pull it through ... even though i am sad to realise that i in fact, do not have many friends ever since i entered poly ... they say that poly life is supposed to be the most enjoyable parcel of one's life ... perhaps it is true ... perharps not ... i think it is up to me to make it an enjoyable one, or to make it a most terrible one ... i must buck up ... i cannot be weak at this point of time ... i have studio project 1 and portfolio to do ... and they are in progress though it's slow ... no matter wat happens, i still have myself to depend on ... jia you ! jia you ! jia you ! i can do it =)
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