long time never blogged ... LOL ... blog getting dusty ... blows dust* LOL ... i am sad ... T.T ... i lost my hp's ear piece ... now i cannot listen to radio le ... T.T ... sads ... and and and, xiiaodor so wanted to have a nice hp strap !!! i saw one at mini toons ... it is nice and bling bling but den very expensive ... but other than that, it is like no others nice straps le ... T.T ... and then i tell him that i already have another bf ... he straight away called me and talk about the past and stuff, saying that he needs another chance ... saying that i am not fair to him and that he is better than my bf, saying that he don't wan me to suffer, dun wan me to get hurt because of other guys ... he said i will definately get hurt by other ppl ... now i am really scared ... did i do the right thing ? will i really experience the pain and get hurt again ? i really did the right choice by going in a relationship once again ? i really did set up my mind to give up on relationship ... so why am i in one again ? my mind is spinning ... really confused ... why ? argh ! i cannot think properly ... why must things be so messed up ? why must i be so soft-hearted ? why can't i be just a bit meanner ? haiz ... actually i was very happy in the afternoon de ... den now like tat le ... sads ...
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