WARNING-THIS POST IS JUST FOR XIIAODOR TO RELEASE HER STRESS/BORDOM/ANGER/DISAPOINTMENT ETC.
you might wanna skip this post as you might not know wat i am talking at all thanks =)
my sharepoint project is SO GG now... really feel very sian because of that... before presentation we dun even have time to rehearse and we just go and present it on the spot... did all research, summerize, put in the product, edit dwt, woke up early in the morning and meet up painstakingly, and end up the whole thing didn't work out well ... our form, dun even have a submit button... and when teacher ask if we got any additional software that we use or learn, we got nothing... no thumb nails, no music... even the video can't work... totally sian... and even after the presentation, ray said that we shouldn't listen to caleb and that i should do the form myself... i wasn't very happy upon hearing that... i mean, who go and buy the ribbon? i asked yan hong go she also dun know wat... den wat you wan me to do? but i didn't do anything cause i know everyone was really very sian because of the project thing... but hey, look on the bright side, there would be no more projects for this semester... was very tired today, after waking up at 5 am... so i slept during the whole journey home... sorrie darling... i cannot tahan le ... sorrie to make you feel so bored on the way home today... and thank you for accompaning me after i reach home... love you lots =) i stay up too many late nights and all those nagging from my mum and not forgetting my popo ... i got double of the nagging and scolding intake that i use to endure... these really stress me out ... and exam approching den still got alot of things to study... haiz... just now when to relax a bit by watching 命中注定我爱你... got quite alot of sad scene... cried quite a lot (as most of you know, xiiaodor is the typical kind of girl who cry in front of korea dramas and even normal show as long as there is sad or touching scenes...) so kinda distressed... feeling better now...
darling, you were asking if you made me feel insecured
seriously i dun know how to answer
cause i dun really know wat is the feeling of insecure
i tend to get jealous very easily
so simply things such as talking to a girl, laughing and having fun would trigger the jealousy in me
and that i seek a lot of attention from you
i am still trying my very best to keep them under control
might be better now bah
actually i also not very sure
LOL
i know you are aware of these and that you did try and make an effort to accommodate me in these areas
i just wan you to know that i got notice all the little things tat you do and i really appreciate it =)
just now when you call me i was worried for you cause i cannot get to you after so long and was feeling quite down because of the above reasons
sorrie darling for the sian tone just now T.T
love you lots =)
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