♥ My Live ♥ 16.11.12 ______Here Comes MICKEY`!
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Friday, July 30, 2010

today came home at 6plus cause accompany yiling to wait for cheerleading ... played some games together with ts, ken and yiling ... haha ... super funny seeing them do all the action ... haha ... tat was fun! thian soon you still owe us a forfeit ok! LOL! dun try to run! haha ... i am so looking forward to the cruise trip!!! but den must pass the exam period den can go ... sianz!!! after reaching home, bath and watch movie, read comic, listen song den eat rum and raisins ice cream! super enjoy life can!!! haha ... and den noe while i am typing this blog, i am like going gaga over jacob and zac effron!!! and guess wat... i got my computer a zac effron wallpaper! ahhhh! ♥♥♥ i can so sit down, stone and totally melt infront of my computer =D



sneek a peek at me~♥

♥My Dreams♥* 8:55 AM
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Thursday, July 29, 2010

如果有一天我说我想要自己一个人静一静，你会做些什么？


如果有一天我说我累了，你是否会有所行动？


如果有一天我不再主动，你是否会自动？


如果有一天我不在等候，你是不是会伤心？


如果有一天我说我要离开，你是否会挽留我？





我所想要的对你而言太难。你所做的对我而言难以接受。


我在很努力地学会接受，也会慢慢去学会不去依赖你，也尝试着去接受你那独来独往的个性，也会以你在爱情里所能做和不能做的事情做调整。随即应变我再行。但愿我的变化能够让我们的爱情继续，到我再也无法坚持为止。








drowning myself with music and being oblivious to the world.

if i had you, life would be a party, it'd be ecstasy!





how i wish.

♥My Dreams♥* 3:55 AM
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Wednesday, July 28, 2010

just now went to amk subway to eat with yiling, ts and sy =D through out the whole thing sy keep kanna "shot" by us ... haha ... but it was enjoyable ... and thanks sy and ts for helping me carry my super duper heavy lappy ! haha ... and for the whole day, a certain someone and a certain someone always kanna "smashed" together ... (they share a cup of drink with two straw [oh isn't tat wat they call the couple slurp?!?] and a foot long subway meal ^^[but sadly it was cut into two =( ] ) cause we detect a new romance budding =D exciting right? will they succeed or will they fail ? to day is the 1st testing round ... results will be out on ... hmm ... fri ? because i tomolo no school!!! yayayayayayay!!! no school!!! you hear me ? NO SCHOOL! N.O. NOOOOO SCHOOLLLLL!!!!! shiok! but anyway i will still be going to school to draw graffiti with farah!!! (my design school bestie!) so looking forward to it ... haven been drawing for about 2 years le ... will be cui + cui ... haha ... but still, it would be super fun! hope tomolo i will be able to wake up on time then !





@yiling: ^^ Y _ _ _ _ _ <3 _ _ _ _ N _ _ _ N ^^


@vivien: i got cravings for apples!!! *random*

♥My Dreams♥* 4:44 AM
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Tuesday, July 27, 2010

just finish ict individual test to day ... and yes... if you are guessing how well i did it, on word sums it all - CUI! i asked ppl to stay back on monday to teach me, go home, den continue to ask around for ppl to teach me on tuesday morning... super thick skin and chap in the group of ppl and "having the i am so lost" and "this is so werid" feeling ... LOL ... dun know if they will mind anot ... but anyway, special thanks to Yiling, Sawyang, Ken, thiansoon for accompaning/staying back with me/come earlier to teach me =D because of you all, i think my ict can pass =)





i just went to check my attendance today ... 83.3% for biz finance ... shit! i really really hope that i won't get debared ... they say once you get the seat number and the exam time table den you are comfirm going for the exam already ... cross fingers*but i still very scared lei ! my attendance has never drop below 85% before you know !!! scared*





things are quite messy in my family, with my parents stuff going on, i am really in a complex situation... i can't help neither party and yet i need to do something about it ... but still i am only their child ... will it work out anot it is all on them ... i can only give advise ... i am not some zai counseller or wat ... i can only tell them stuff that i think will work ... and because of that my feelings is like shit... wan help but cannot ... so helpless ...




darling thanks for being there when i feel so terrible =D
LOVE you lots <3

♥My Dreams♥* 9:38 AM
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Friday, July 23, 2010

went to bishan with jia min, helen, jessica aka teresa chin wan wen and sally mah sok wai >.< bought koi honey milk tea the large de! drink till bloated! den bought po luo bun at crystal jade! jia min recomend de !!! very nice !!! haha ... den on the way back bought durian!!! finally! got cravings for it very long le !





@vivien: i finally get to eat durian!!! =D





spend 20 dollars today =( and late for biz finace today ... so never go .. really hope debarement week finish already!!! if not i die le ... ict exam coming ... once again i feel my dooms day approaching... will i escape death yet once again ? please tune in to xiiaodor.blogspot.com to find out more on next tues! >.<



today reach home jiu sleep for 4 hours straight ...

too tired le...

and i think i hallucinating

i can smell dar's scent on my pillow

is it due to me missing you too much ?

♥My Dreams♥* 10:18 AM
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Saturday, July 17, 2010

recieved roses from darling today as present for our 14th month ... was surprised when he came with the roses... i wanted to buy roses for a very long time already... so was kinda touched tat he actually remebered that i whine about it ... or is it because i whine too much le ? >.<




14 months of sadness, happniess, jealousy, confuse, joy and mixed feelings...


cried, smiled, laughed, entertained...


this is wat love is isn't it?

and all these is what makes it all worth while...

our precious memories =D

♥My Dreams♥* 3:58 PM
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Wednesday, July 14, 2010

it's just the environment ...

it's just the circumstances...

maybe it's just me ...

it's ok ...

i shall wait...

till all these ends...

we shall see the clear picture...

perhaps we dun even need to wait so long...

♥My Dreams♥* 8:42 AM
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Monday, July 12, 2010

why thing doesn't seem right between us? why? i am not u... as much as i try, i did like to understand u... but i am not you... if you never tell me wat's going in your brain i dun know ... seriously ... there is always conversation killers ... "LOL NVM" "i'm tired" "LOL okayy" how am i suppose to respond to that? we agreed to let you take control since you are intimidated by my love... and it turns out ...

♥My Dreams♥* 7:33 AM
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Thursday, July 8, 2010

Super bored with everything!!! Life isn't fun when you fill it with school work, projects, datelines and more datelines!!! I wan to escape this world for a little while and change my lifestyle pace ... Too bad that there isn't much place to go to in singapore ... Come to think of it, singapore is really small ! Places that you can go to is really limited !!! I wan to have a get away!

♥My Dreams♥* 10:43 PM
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Friday, July 2, 2010

alrite, so i started school already... and den i receive my results which are ... well, better than i thought i might get... looking on the bright side, i passed all my subject except the ict which i know for sure that i wouldn't pass it ... but den all the rest of the exams aren't good and i just passed them ... LOL ... and den here comes my ica2 which is mainly the projects and i dun even have a single clue how to do it and what is it all about ... so i guess i am probably gonna die down there ... man it's getting harder and harder to do all those stuff =(

waiting for dar now
hope he finish his work soon =)

♥My Dreams♥* 2:53 AM
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