just finish ict individual test to day ... and yes... if you are guessing how well i did it, on word sums it all - CUI! i asked ppl to stay back on monday to teach me, go home, den continue to ask around for ppl to teach me on tuesday morning... super thick skin and chap in the group of ppl and "having the i am so lost" and "this is so werid" feeling ... LOL ... dun know if they will mind anot ... but anyway, special thanks to Yiling, Sawyang, Ken, thiansoon for accompaning/staying back with me/come earlier to teach me =D because of you all, i think my ict can pass =)
i just went to check my attendance today ... 83.3% for biz finance ... shit! i really really hope that i won't get debared ... they say once you get the seat number and the exam time table den you are comfirm going for the exam already ... cross fingers*but i still very scared lei ! my attendance has never drop below 85% before you know !!! scared*
things are quite messy in my family, with my parents stuff going on, i am really in a complex situation... i can't help neither party and yet i need to do something about it ... but still i am only their child ... will it work out anot it is all on them ... i can only give advise ... i am not some zai counseller or wat ... i can only tell them stuff that i think will work ... and because of that my feelings is like shit... wan help but cannot ... so helpless ...
darling thanks for being there when i feel so terrible =D
LOVE you lots <3
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