Been thinking way too much, feeling too much emotions ... Everything seems so messed up ... I wanted to rely on someone badly ... Just to gety away from my problems for a little while ... Perhaps maybe, out of this depressing period, there would be tat someone who would bring me happiness and be my shelter ... There is too much mixed feeling ... Stuff tat I dun understand ... Stuff tat I want to do yet cannot do ... Stuff tat I wish to do yet do not wish to do ... Too much thoughts, too much contradiction ... I am confused ... Which way should I go? where would it lead me to? Will I end up in the place I dread most ? Or am I just running in circles ? Too much stuff in my head ... It just kept going on and on ... Stuff which can't even be pit into words ... Stuff tat bothers me so much ... I dun even know wat to say or where to begin with ... I seem to be like an expert solving ppl problems ... But when it comes to my problem, I can't do a Thing about it ... This suxs... Some is I know what I need to do ... But I can't do it ... Some is I totally have no clue on how to go about handling it ... I am in a dilemma ... A huge pinch ... Problems just comes one follow by the another and somehow, I feel myself buried under all these ... Oh god, save me!
Sometime u put a wall up not to keep people out but to find out who cares enough to break it down.
