today very early jiu wake up le ... first thing i do is to check for his message ... i did recieved his message ... but the pain in my heart didn't seem to ease ... i dun know why ... really feel like crying ... yesterday i told him to call me after he finish play ... i did recieved his call ... i thought every thing would be alright now ... but who knows ...
he: you login aready ?
me:ya
he:ok... i going out to play soccer with my friends...
me:*haiz* bye bye...
he:bye *hung up*
should i be angry ? should i be sad ? i really don't know what to do ... all i did was to curl up in my bed and cry ... waiting for his call ... i waited till 10 pm ... no sign of his news ... den my mum took my hp away ... forget it ... that moment i really thought he dun wish to care about me any more ... even though this morning i recieved his apologies messages, i cannot bring my self to stop thinking about wat he said to me yesterday ... i very much wan to forget it ... why ? why can't i ? i really feel hurted ...
T.T
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