today, we recieved even more projects !!! oh my tian !!! next week need hand in colour theory, codid, creative drawing, visual audio editing and more ... den we have our SEMI-BIG project-our PORTFOIO !!! tat's not all ... and here comes our BIG BIG project-studio project !!! i knew it !!! i knew studio project is different from portfolio ... portfolio is already very tough for me le ... min 10 of my best pieces ... out of which 5 can be from school work ... i do NOT have any best piece of work ... not to mention my school work which i get a big big F most of the time ... i really feel that my design fundimental is going to die ... flung it ... although farah tried to console me by saying that i have the bonus 5 marks, trying to give me some hope ... but deep in my heart i knew it ... i knew that the 5 marks don't help alot ... when i see miss amy shaking her head and dumping my work beside, i knew the answer/grades to my work ... i know it ... without her even saying it ... F ... tat's my grade ... GREAT ... now wat i got to do is to wait for next year to retain or change course ... really feel very bad ... i dun wanna waste my parents' hard earn money ... besides, i am the eldest ... my mum expectation of me is high ... i NEED to set a good role-model to my siblings ... now you know why i am so streesed up already ?!? man !!! i am going to sleep ... i ain't gonna care no more !!!
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