it's half way through my supposed "study break" but somehow, i just can't get in to the mood of studing ... when ever i say ok i start now, den i will end up doinf sth else and den say ok tomolo start ... always ... damn! and i just told myself tat i will say no to procrastinate ... haiz ... totally no self dicipline ... and den i am totally bored ... can sth pleasant happen to my life now ? someone just give me a surprise or something ? sianz ... if i continue to stay at home i will really turn crazy ... seriously! my home nothing but a good place to lost ur sanity!!! i am going insane!!! argh !!! haha ... i wanna go out!!! i wanna go out and play =( i wan i wan i wan =( but in the end i still can't ... dun know where to go and with whom ... haiz ... everyone is busy =( only i so free ... need to find sth to keep my occupied ... if not like so lonely seh ... if this is not study break i would have just run to work ... sian ... and i hate it when i have to study alone ... i dun wanna study alone ... can't study alone too ... will get distracted ... Zzz ... dun ask me to focus ... i wan to ... but i can't ... even if you dump me in a room with only my book and a pen, i can also get distracted after 30 min ... will end up playing with the book or the pen ... Zzz ... CMI ... totally CMI for academics ... how sia!!!
tipping toes. just to see how you are doing at the other side of the wall.
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