In summary, I graduated from poly, and is currently working as an admin in order to earn as much money as possible (money is never enough) so that I could fulfil my dream. Looking back at all those years, it seems to pass by so quickly (and I am getting old =C ) And so I graduated like that without knowing wat is the next step to take ... Well I am not the kind that would usually plan ahead for my life ... Well ... Even though I would love to ... As the saying goes if you fail to plan den you plan to fail. But oh well. My life currently is in a hell of a mess. It's in a so very depressing stage ... But ya... It will all get better in due time ...
At work, it is always about ranks. You higher position, I boot lick you. You lower position, you better make yourself useful to me. No wonder there is so many ppl trying desperately to climb that wobbling golden career ladder. It's a very very tiring rat race. And now I am caught in it, temporarily and it is draining my life away... I hardly have time to head out and play =( reach home and I will be so tired that I probably dun have any more energy left. Politics is all around ... In school you have to deal with it and den there is office politics as well ... It's so tiring to smile at ppl when deep down in your heart you just can't stop yourself from just giving the person a bitch slap across the face. Yep. Hypocrites. And the world is filled with that. (whoever spoils the market in the first place?) Sometimes, it's not that you don't know who they are, you just didn't want to expose them (It's as tiring as faking in front of them) in this way, the world will be a much better place... Actually, we are not very different from one another ... I gossip about you, you gossip about me ... In the end, you will just realize we are in a hell of a shit. It's hard to be a saint.
I miss you.
Hell lots.
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